Sometimes, it takes standing too close to the fire to learn the risk of burns.
Forgive yourself. For blindly trusting the world, for taking a shot at love, life changes, career or friendship.
That was brave.
But remember, God asked you to love people, but blindly trust only Him.
He explicitly asks you not to put your trust in humans, but to love them the best you can.
Too often we try to reason things out, getting human support, even out of the will of God.
Love people, but trust GOD. Obey HIM.
Something to think about.